a sonnet about giving birth to my mom 
(weird word pronunciations: chalaza - ( kuh-lay-zuh ) ; eupnic - ( eup-nic, eu as in 'eu'rope)


i carried my mother in gestation
elated to relate circumjacent
pennyroyal lent a pink carnation
of silver umbilical ablation
sickle picked to sit inside of the sun
septaspelled shell under chalaza thumb
split middle finger forever licks one
with both pinkies severed holding the drum
reflective walls pulse eupnic around me
four scars called in regressive surrounding
on the ovum rows of pearls surmounting
stranded amidst the rift of meeting seas
bumbaclout abyss clotting the crowning
avulsed out pregnant cannibal drowning